and so it is

After you know me more;

do you think of me LESS ?

aren't you tired?

it must be tiring for you...

always jumping into conclusions.

love plant

another flower

welcome to the world, Suri Jasmine.

what is this douchery?

I was discussing my proposal with my supervisor when another student interrupted us. It seems that whatever he wanted to say was super urgent so I was like, it's okay I don't mind.

Turned out he wanted my supervisor to read his proposal.

Turned out he left it at home/didn't write it yet forgot to bring it along.

What?!? Why are you interrupting my session??? 

Why are you even in this university? (O_o)

ocd much?

there are things you like.
there are things you love.
and then there are obsessions.

easyproxy

the trouble of having free journal access at home is that I didn't realize how much journals I've downloaded until I have to read them.
plus the fact that there're way too much online distractions. multitasking ftw.

it's okay, I'm simultaneously stimulating both left and right sides of my brain. heh.

cures for love

Dear "11 missed calls",

There're reasons why I cannot pick up the phone yesterday.
If it's that urgent, why didn't you send a text?
Don't get mad because obviously you only called me when you're bored.

Sincerely, why didn't you call your girlfriend instead?

love gravity

“Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.” 
-Albert Einstein-

But falling in love is so hard on the knees.

gardenful of friends

Can I pick some friends in your garden?

i'm sorry

I'm sorry for not doing anything for you.
I'm sorry because I couldn't forget you.

pimping my new academia digs

Wondering what sort of view I have to see almost everyday?

  Why, yes. My new faculty is across the meadows yonder.

And yes. That is a cattle grazing field.

I can not fathom...

For one to sacrifice everything for somebody else.

Where does so much even come from?

neon moon

knocked out

뻑이가요

remember me

“I want you always to remember me. 

Will you remember that I existed, and that 

I stood next to you here like this?” 

— Norwegian Wood, Haruki Murakami

1.31

I learned important things about myself, my family and my country through the people I met today.

Salam Aidilfitri. Happy Independence Day.

unopened letter

have you ever received a letter that you don't want to read?

one is on my desk and I'm procrastinating to open it.

I should just get it over, right? but I'm not gonna.

Yet.

domo arigato

thank you for the gift Mrs.Jekyll&Hyde! daisuki!

the Art of Non-Relationships

He felt beyond pathetic. Falling in love all on his own, being heartbroken all on his own, with the subject of his affection none the wiser. Was he going to be in love with her forever?

You are tired (I think)

You are tired,
(I think)
Of the always puzzle of living and doing;
And so am I.

Come with me, then,
And we’ll leave it far and far away—
(Only you and I, understand!)

You have played,
(I think)
And broke the toys you were fondest of,
And are a little tired now;
Tired of things that break, and—
Just tired.
So am I.

But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,
And I knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart—
Open to me!
For I will show you places Nobody knows,
And, if you like,
The perfect places of Sleep.

Ah, come with me!
I’ll blow you that wonderful bubble, the moon,
That floats forever and a day;
I’ll sing you the jacinth song
Of the probable stars;
I will attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,
Until I find the Only Flower,
Which shall keep (I think) your little heart
While the moon comes out of the sea.

- e.e. cummings -

le muse thinks rerama should start churning out some words but she digresses.

come to mama

i've been eyeing these clothing items for sooooo long.

when someone said she can purchase them for me with lesser price, i just can't stand it anymore. i must have them.

me and my bank account, we don't see things the same way. he cried when i told him i'll be taking some from his balance.

i don't need but i do want.

come to mama, my bebehs.

apple hair

my hair has gotten too long. contemplating to cut it short.

bob cut maybe?

for the time being, i'll be tying it up away from my neck.

now i have like two apples on my head because tying one is just too heavy. (>.<)

oven loving

true facts #15: baking soothe the restless soul.

[...]

it's you, not me.

some people just have that negativity in them that turn off others.

why couldn't they realize that it's their attitude that makes people stay away when everybody shun them? short of bashing their heads to the wall, of course.

it's just so obvious that they're the ones at fault but they put the blame on others.and what's with people trying to make other people feel guilty for their shortcomings?

because to truth to be told, it makes other people hate them more.

p/s: i love being passive aggressive. sue me. ;P

mayhap

incessant rants are tiring. especially when one happens to be the subject.

makes one wishes that one could just throw everything out of the window in that one mad instance.

can i just be like, oh i don't know, noncommittal for my whole life?

east coast wedding

Congratulations Lynn & Hafiz.

May you have a happy ever after. (^_^)

for Ever and almost Always

I will. If you.

I will build you a castle (if you bring me some sand).

I will build you an igloo (if you bring me some ice).

I will build you a fire (if you bring me some wood).

I will build you anything (if you bring me your everything).

not a belieber

my apologies. i don't belieb in you, Bieber.

your people skills sux, fool

i understand you not picking up my call, maybe you're busy or you just don't wanna talk to me.

i understand you not returning it too, maybe it slips your mind cause i know i'm noone important in your life and you just don't wanna talk to me.

BUT how hard is it to reply my sms??? does the telco charge you RM100 for texting a "sorry rerama, i can't help you"????

stupid fool. i hope you rot in business hell.

are we real?

|Is it real? Tell me are we real?
Are u just sayin' things that I wanna hear?|

-what? i'm in the mood for some rapping. (>.<)

next decade please

hit the three-oh.

got wonderful news for my birthday present. apt to say that i'm turning a new page in my life.

i say, bring it on!

p/s: i would never forget your wish abang CW. happy birthday to us! :)

shroommy

you are hot. nuff said.

he said his elegance burns his elegans.

is that a scientific way of saying you're smoking hot? :3

|we all look like we feel|

bishies like whoa

megane love. and the big bad wolf yeah? ngee...

keeping my mouth shut

somebody told me before, "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything."

i don't have anything nice to say to you. just saying.

The path doesn’t last for ever.

It is a blessing to travel the path for some time, but one day it will come to an end, so always be prepared to take leave of it at any moment. However enraptured you may be at certain landscapes, or scared whenever you have to make a great effort to go ahead, don’t get too used to anything. Neither to the hours of euphoria, nor to the endless days when everything seems so difficult and progress is so slow. Don’t forget that sooner or later an angel will appear and your journey will reach an end.

-excerpts from Paolo Coelho's "2011: Manual for conserving paths"

2011 i wannas

achieved ALL of my 2010 i wannas. Yeay!!

for 2011 i don't ask for much too, just that...

i wanna go travel further than ASEAN countries.

i wanna get a new job.

i wanna start a business.

i wanna be happy. [amen]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!