ohplease

don'tact

likei'venevertoldyou

pinch my nose, i'll bear it

there are loads of things that happened, and loads that did not. but i'm okay with that.

sis got married last december on her birthday. that was why i was so the damn busy last month and so the damn broke. i really should start saving up. they're one month through their honeymoon phase and whenever i saw the married couple, they're having this big, wide goofy smile on their face. we know you're very happy alreday. XD 

CONGRATULATIONS AYONG & USOP!!

404 Error-Page Not Found

somebody either have a wicked sense of humor or was really, really pissed at the complaints. *snorts*

I'm sorry, you've reached a page that I cannot find. I'm really sorry about this. It's kind of embarassing. Here you are, the user, trying to get to a page here and I can't even serve it to you. What does that say about me? I'm just a webserver. My sole purpose in life is to serve you webpages and I can't even do that! I suck. Please don't be mad, I'll try harder. I promise! Who am I kidding? You're probably all like, "Man, this webserver sucks. It can't even get me where I want to go." I'm really sorry. Maybe it's my CPU...no that's ok...how bout my hard drives? Maybe. Where's my admin? I can't run self-diagnostics on myself. It's so boring in this datacenter. It's the same thing everyday. Oh man, I'm so lonely. I'm really sorry about rambling about myself, I'm selfish. I think I'm going to go cut my ethernet cables. I hope you get to the page you're looking for...goodbye cruel world!

-the webserver

on another note. since i'm a professional procrastinator, i had planned to burn the midnight oil for the friday-death-becomes-me progress report meeting. and boy, am i glad i dragged my feet because it was cancelled. YAY!!! i mean... Booo! *snorts again*

i'm really

a dishonest, terrible person.

and i'll probably still live life disliking myself after what i've done. 

Although it's not a particularly great way of living; there are times when i feel that i'm truly lucky that i've met you.

i know i'm really not the person to say this but...

Please, find your happiness.

~words from FUMI-san~

suki ja nai!

my boss played a prank on me last night. 

my blood can not decide whether to boil or freeze over.

!!!

life moves on for everyone still living.

happy belated birthday to ah seng and Novi. lazy to whip something out from the creative hat. so here's a shoutout to both of you. 

"You're OLD already!!" teehee...

by the way, on a totally unrelated note to a friend. ever heard of the malay saying "kalau takde penyakit, jangan carik penyakit"?? what you're doing now *points at what friend is doing* IS a perfect example of that. just don't drag me down with you. coz i'm too busy to save your ass. 

okay?

dislike doesn't mean hate. does it?

after being demoralized and demotivated by you, please excuse me if what i can only offer is a fake smile.

i need to get myself through this.  *facepalm*

Insert angsty title here

I would like to tell him this.

"Please do not pressure me. And talk to me only and only if it's really fucken important. Like, end of the world important."

But. I. can't.

*slinks to a corner and put head between knees*

almost there

"Your manuscript has been found to be acceptable for publishing if formally revised as indicated in Editorial recommendations provided beneath..."

sila beri saya tunjuk ajar.

gambatte rerama!!!

group hug everyone!

this is for keith and my dearest sistah. 

you. viva. finished. 

YAY! YAY! YAY!!!

What if i wanted to break?

You want me to conform to your ideals. So what if i'm not as nice as you, not as friendly as you, not as loyal as you? i need none of your concerns.

Being impulsive is wrong? i beg to differ. I'm having much more fun with my life than you.

Speaking of which, life doesn't come with instruction manuals. But surely if it does, i'm going to choose something entirely different than yours.

And unlike you, when all that i have done is to make myself happier...

Do you still think less of me?

hey CHIP...

*hope you have a happy, happy day dear. (^_^)

please be quiet for a while...

i'm attempting to reminisce.

to preserve their beauty, it's best to keep memories in the past.

or so they say. 

 damn,i was so painfully young back then.

 *the muse recommends readers to ignore rerama's disjointed thoughts.

sigh~*

~e to...

Have a Raya cookie luv...