next decade please

hit the three-oh.

got wonderful news for my birthday present. apt to say that i'm turning a new page in my life.

i say, bring it on!

p/s: i would never forget your wish abang CW. happy birthday to us! :)

shroommy

you are hot. nuff said.

he said his elegance burns his elegans.

is that a scientific way of saying you're smoking hot? :3

|we all look like we feel|

bishies like whoa

megane love. and the big bad wolf yeah? ngee...

keeping my mouth shut

somebody told me before, "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything."

i don't have anything nice to say to you. just saying.

The path doesn’t last for ever.

It is a blessing to travel the path for some time, but one day it will come to an end, so always be prepared to take leave of it at any moment. However enraptured you may be at certain landscapes, or scared whenever you have to make a great effort to go ahead, don’t get too used to anything. Neither to the hours of euphoria, nor to the endless days when everything seems so difficult and progress is so slow. Don’t forget that sooner or later an angel will appear and your journey will reach an end.

-excerpts from Paolo Coelho's "2011: Manual for conserving paths"

2011 i wannas

achieved ALL of my 2010 i wannas. Yeay!!

for 2011 i don't ask for much too, just that...

i wanna go travel further than ASEAN countries.

i wanna get a new job.

i wanna start a business.

i wanna be happy. [amen]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Merry Christmas!

LalaLettie draws for the SPN fandom and she started a christmas art advent. She's fudging talented and her chibis are sooooo adorable. Every art she posted is worth squeeing for.

Here's one for December 23rd.

To those celebrating; have a very merry one. (^_^)

because I could not stop for Death

-Emily Dickinson-

Because I could not stop for Death -
He kindly stopped for me -
The Carriage held but just Ourselves -
And Immortality.

We slowly drove - He knew no haste
And I had put away
My labor and my leisure too,
For His Civility -

We passed the School, where Children strove
At Recess - in the Ring -
We passed the Fields of Grazing Grain
We passed the Setting Sun -

Or rather - He passed Us -
The Dews drew quivering and chill -
For only Gossamer, my Gown -
My Tippet - only Tulle -

We paused before a House that seemed
A Swelling in the Ground -
The Roof was scarcely visible -
The Cornice - in the Ground -

Since then - 'tis Centuries - and yet
Feels shorter than the Day
I first surmised the Horses' Heads
Were toward Eternity –

[Rerama: I'm still staying in from the rain yesterday.]

directions. please?

the way to a man's heart?

her: "they say the best way to a man's heart is through his stomach. maybe i should start listening to them? but everyday i lunch with him, he still reject..."

rerama: "but did you PAY for his lunch? the way to his heart via his stomach is through your wallet. see where u go wrong? LOL"

-we were jokingly discussing how to seduce our friend. ;P

Soap&Skin

I fell in love with you

but I know that's just a sky

I don't know where I go

-Mr. Gaunt Pt 1000-

betul-betul kawan...

"kawan" ni definisi setiap orang lain-lain. ada orang tu sampai beribu-riban friends dia kat facebook/follow dia punya twitter tapi percayala, tak sampai separuh pun yang dia kenal asal-usul nya. pastu boleh plak nak ngaku banyak kawan plak tu. oh please. definisi "betul-betul kawan" aku ialah manusia yang ikhlas nak tolong aku kalau aku susah atau ikhlas rasa gembira bila aku gembira. and aku sangat bersukur yang aku bukan manusia yang tak ade "kawan".

selama aku hidup kat dunia ni lah kan, ada beberapa telltales untuk tau yang orang tu betul-betul kawan kita (disclaimer: this is my observation. may or may not apply to you):-

(1) relationship tu ada give and take. aku rasa zaman ni dalam citer sinetron indon/drama korea/drama hindustan/telenovela mexico (you get the gist) aje yang boleh jumpa watak yang ko-buatlah-jahat-kat-aku-takpe-aku-terima-dengan-hati-yang-rela. seriously?? at least drama omputeh realistic la sikit walaupun plastic.

(2) kawan-kawan aku yang aku kenal masa kat USM dulu dan kamceng sampai sekarang; kitorang amalkan jangan berhutang duit. hutang budi takpe, slowly bayar balik. hutang duit jangan. sedangkan suami isteri, adik beradik sekeluarga pun boleh bergaduh pasal duit. inikan plak kawan...ye tak?

(3) don't be demanding and controlling. kawan baik korang ada plan dengan orang lain weekend ni tapi tak ajak korang? biarlah dia. buatpe nak kecik ati. korang ingat korang sorang je manusia dalam hidup dia? nak sangat spend time dengan kawan korang, please plan and book early.

so macam mana nak tau yang orang tu betul-betul anggap kita sebagai kawan dia, dan kita betul-betul anggap dia sebagai kawan kita? aku kalau nak tau senang aje...

kawan-kawan aku kalo aku kutuk diorang, diorang akan gelak-gelak, pastu akan kutuk balik double. vice versa. kutuk jangan kutuk lemah lembut, ni yang kutuk kawkaw punya. kalau nak jaga hati kawan-kawan, baik jaga hati parents korang dulu. jaga hati parents boleh masuk syurga tau. tak payah la nak jaga hati sangat. orang yang betul-betul kawan kita akan terima baik buruk kita seadanya.

[ikanrerama is in the mood to write in the malay language. wow. *snerks*]

.dream.deferred.

What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
Like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?
-Langston Hughes-

More Lindt dark chocolate. Warning, heavy on the angst.