a pleasure forgotten

i once like to write...
expressing myself in words and letters is a pleasure to me.dunno when or why i stopped...i remembered last time during my boarding school years,i alwiz exchange personal messages to my best friend (and this is to a person that i see and talked to everyday.summore her class was 2 doors away).guess,writing down ur feelings and saying them out loud has different intimacy level kot....close frenz alwiz tell me dat i'm the kind of person who don't put much thought to what she says (other words,alwiz blur-blur lah...dunno wat ppl ask me also i can answer them..haha...)with written words,i put effort in making ppl understanding what i want 2 tell them.
right now,with my life heading towards nowhere at 120km/hr,feels like i have to find R&R to stop.lepak-lepak for a while and do something that once brings joy to me...