Bad Karma Hypothesis

continuation from http://hanyir.blogspot.com/2006/05/bad-karma-hypothesis.html
damn...my karma is getting from bad to worse...

this morning,my supervisor questioned the validity of the housekeeping gene i'm using for my research.
then i found out that my rna extraction was not good in the 1st place.(the ignorant me dunno bout rna/contaminants ratio since i'm so stupid dat ppl dun think it's worth to inform me).
then...he waved his hand and i found myself back in square one.start from scratch.from bottom shit.have to redo everything.
it's not like it's the end of the world for me...i know i can manage it.strangely i'm not even upset at him.i'm upset bout the outside factors.
OF1:
there shud be a limit of putting salt on a freshly,bleeding wound no?i can still stand the pain if u put a teaspoon of salt on mine...but pouring the whole sack?
OF2:
there shud be a limit for a slow,non-responsive human...in the 1st place you r a human right?where's ur emotion??can't u realize ur own research in jeopardy???shud u let ppl carry u around like dead weight on their backs?
OF3:
empty threats doesn't scare me...it makes me madder.
OF4:
would u go to a zoo,purposely climb over the fence,and poke an angry tiger??nak mati ke?

sigh.....plz god.plz give me strength to not explode.....