fed up

i'm losing it...my cool and my peace of mind.
who can stand being in the hot seat everyday?
i like research,i really do.
but now i'm seriously considering drastic actions coz i hate being misunderstood.
try explaining things doesn't help.he won't hear it.
i feel insulted knowing that i need someone to explain things for me.i know i can explain if he can only listen.
the last straw is when he threaten me.i hate threats...is dat the only way he can think of?
who knows wat i'm going to do next?