situation one:juz 2 of us left in lab since the others went back to celebrate chinese new year. the thing is, both of us went about minding our own business. only occasional remarks or small talks but besides that, we sat in the lab hours without interrupting each other. my labmate managed to do more work than she usually does during normal working days. and as for me, work plodded along fine and i did some social networking outside my usual scope. i don't think i can do that if i'm not left alone.it's so true that a break from normal will do wonders for you.
situation two:
the wall of silence that i put between us was a relief. with it came the calm that had eluded me since he came into my life. i did some analyzing and decided that nothing good can ever come out of it. i don't want to be obsessing about us anymore. if this is the best for me, so be it.
situation three:
my opinions were somewhat discounted. although i know the answer, people doesn't seem to realize that. rather than argue or volunteer the informations needed, i'll juz save the heartache it will cost me and shut up.
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